perempuan yang kau mungkin s.u.k.a

RSA Animate - Changing Education Paradigms

2012-01-27T10:22:00.000+08:00

KH, checkidout link ni k? :)

yangtengokni

2012-01-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

2012-01-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

lagu ngorat yang unggul.. ehehehehehh hehe hehe heee :D

Inginku Gigit-Gigit Cuping Telinga Kecilmu
Luahkan Perasaanku
Membisikan Aku Cinta Kamu
Asmara Disetiap Pagi HariMu
Dengan Harapan Agar Kau Tahu
Semoga Kau Tahu

Ku GilakanMu

amcam? best tak abang sepet ni ngorat??

TAJUK: Perempuan Yang Patah Hati; HALAMAN: 39

2012-01-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

Pada suatu malam, bulan telah berkata padaku,
"Jikalau dia sering membuatmu menangis, mengapa tidak kau tinggalkan sahaja dirinya?"

Seraya itu, aku memandang bulan dan berbisik kepadanya,
"Duhai bulan, akankah kau pernah bisa meninggalkan langitmu?"

fuuuhhh... score gila!!!

you, yes you

2011-12-26T09:11:00.001+08:00

hey kamu,

you're my..

jangan buat aku separuh pecah, please!?

Haah, awak la.. :)

2011-12-10T14:33:00.002+08:00

Awak,

I don't miss you and you alone - I miss you and me together.

okay, nak sambung vacum bilik :)

15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

2011-12-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least ten people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyones would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Thank you, Darzian :)

aku tau kau sedang senyum

2011-11-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

yayang,

ooo ooo ooohhh!!!?? kau la menjeng. bukan aku ;p (sayang YOU)

p u r p l e r a i n

2011-11-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

"two people who at one time were friends, had a chaotic relationship, one or both of them got hurt... Neither wanted to let it go. So they were "weekend lovers" for a while despite being in relationships, but it wasn't fair to either one of them. they realizes they can't be friends or mess around- They need to let go and reach out for something else, but they don't really want to"

to wrapped this out, I toyed with someone's heart and I'm sorry.

janji.

r.o.d.a

2011-11-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hidup ini satu pusingan. Fucking cliche. kan?

Thursday, 10 March 2011

follow your bliss

2011-11-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

20110528

i just want to make beautiful things even if nobody cares.

sineh..

2011-11-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

"If you were worried 'bout where,I been or who I saw or,what club I went to with my homies,baby don't worry you know that you got me"

Jill Scott pesan ~~suruh~~ cakap kat awak.. ;)

sineh, Sita ada confession mau kasi tau

2011-11-05T02:48:00.002+08:00

RAMA,

kita pernah terfikir mau kasi custom made ring with my fingerprint, tau? ^^

yang rindu setengah mati,

SITA

sin wau kaf alif

2011-11-03T00:45:00.003+08:00

1. Paling suka makan chewing gum di dunia.
2. Suka lelaki yang ada sifat perempuan.
3. Suka perempuan boyish.
4. Suka babies dan anak kecil.
5. Rasa akan kelihatan ultra-hot kalau pakai baju cantik dan ada bayi comel berpakaian chic di dalam pelukan.
6. Sentiasa rasa ada memerlukan sesuatu.
7. Akan ingat phrase ' areola besar pinggan ' sampai dementia.
8. Tak boleh lupa Spongebob cakap ' Can i be excused for the rest of my life,please? '
9. Cinta gelak ketawa senyum manja
10. suka minum air lipton number 9.
11. Suka berangan menjadi object of affection dalam videoclip acoustics yang ada babak jeti kayu kat tasik.
12. Pernah gaduh dengan budak lelaki dan hentak dia.
13. Tak ada ramai kawan. Suka acquintances,senang dan mudah.
14. Pernah cium bibir perempuan lembut macam jeli.
15. Kalau rindu selalu rasa macam nak demam dan akan nyanyi lagu Padi.
16. Sedang ingin bercinta.

2011-11-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

Image mu
menari nari dalam otak.

Demmit.

Nakal nakal nakal nakal nakal
nakal nakal nakal nakal nakal
nakal nakal nakal nakal nakal.

Tak berkurang pun perasaan nakal.
Makin nakal lagi ada.

cha ya nun ta alif

2011-10-21T01:10:00.002+08:00

it is not always logical... or sensible.. or practical.. or safe.. but it's always worth it

sini dengar sini

2011-10-21T01:07:00.001+08:00

lelaki,

sambutlah hormatku dari seluruh perempuan

moga nanti....

datang hari untuk kau betul2 dihargakan

perempuan yang kau mungkin ragu

2011-10-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

aku hanyalah seorang perempuan yang mengharap malam2 masih membawa mimpi2 yang akan menyuap sedikit hauslapar yang ada.

2011-10-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

heyani,

if one day you realize that you are not in love anymore, don't blame fate. hence, embrace faith as for all I can see that you are a very strong sensible woman whom can't be subside.

I love you. I will always do. you always have this cozy space in my heart.

love,
lustful mantan Bayu.

Bayu,

In reality, you were not there. set me free as I hate your presence in my dreams.

Kevon Edmonds - 24/7

2011-10-19T15:45:00.000+08:00

Buat Kesayangan Hamba,

Kamu.tetap.disayangi.

tamau merajuk lagi, k? ;D

8

2011-09-27T08:22:00.001+08:00

Hey K.H,

cepat pulang, pasal I'm not meant to be alone :(

Love,

King Yani

yeap! yes you!

2011-09-15T17:12:00.000+08:00

"I love your cute smirk. I REALLY DO"

eheheh

eh? I SAW THAT!!!

Happy Birthday, SITA manja

2011-09-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

WHEN YOU ARE OLD

by: William Butler Yeats

How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;

And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars.

*trit trut (sms beep)*

he replied:

I love your moments of glad grace, your beauty with love both false and true, that pilgrim soul in you, even the sorrows of your changing face.

in presence or absence, wholeheartedly or even just a speck of faith, however it may be, whatever dreams may come, when fate rears it's eternal face, I'd love you still.

thank you, laf! (pangkah,bulat,pangkah,bulat) hehehhe

shh..

2011-09-07T19:32:00.000+08:00

laf,

You're my little secret
And that's how we should keep it
It's on everybody's mind, about you and I

They think so, but they don't really know
Or wanna know that.

Laf,

You're my little secret
And that's how we should keep it
We should never let them know
Never let it show
If you know, like I know,We should never let it go :)

As long as I'm right here
You ain't never gonna be by yourself
Coz the love that we share
It stays on my mind
You're always gonna be a little secret of mine.

till one day..

KABLAM!!!!

aaa... kan? :)

8

2011-09-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

he looked into my eyes

and...
poof!!

he own's me

sebab..

he drank all my dark glances and fills it with honey :)

oykoyndamisyahtuhlaf!

adiksi baru.

2011-08-26T15:06:00.000+08:00

aku sudah mulai bosan

bosan pada semangkuk perangai itu

kan aku dah cakap

JANGAN SAMPAI AKU MULAI BOSAN

karna

aku sangat pasti.

walaupun aku tak berharap ia akan makbul.

aku akan mengulangi kata farewell "selamat tinggal"

argh..sudahlah!!!

kau nak tau?

tak pernah sesal mata ini memandangnya

tak pernah sesal telinga ini mendengarkan suaranya

tak pernah bosan tubuh ini berdampingan dengannya

tapi apa ya??

arghh…sudahlah!!!

bosan aku memikirkannya

Baik kau simpan magkuk penuh perangai itu, sebelum aku jumpa..

dan pecahkan

didepan jasad bernyawa kau!

tenang, sayang.
bukan aku benci pada kamu.

ini adalah bosan cuma2 yang kau tanam dalam kita.

FAHEM?

hueh?

2011-08-17T11:23:00.000+08:00

I'm fanatically addicted, with the way that he loves me
It's like a drug or some bad habit
Since its mine, I got to have it

:D

catatan Si Menjeng

2011-08-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

Jika satu hati bersamaan satu jiwa,

Mampu tak untuk Si Menjeng miliki satu?

hmmm....

Soal tanya dalam diri...

Si Menjeng tu masih belum mampu berlari
Apatah lagi mencari hati untuk Si Menjeng simpan hingga hujung nyawa
Apa yang Si Menjeng temui mudah benar hilang
Mantera doa Si Menjeng pohon dari tuhan kekalkan satu hati itu dekat dengan Si Menjeng

— Rumi (Love: The Joy That Wounds: The Love Poems of Rumi)

2011-07-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

"You try to be faithful
And sometimes you're cruel.
You are mine. Then, you leave.
Without you, I can't cope.

And when you take the lead,
I become your footstep.
Your absence leaves a void.
Without you, I can't cope.

You have disturbed my sleep,
You have wrecked my image.
You have set me apart.
Without you, I can't cope."

attemptempe

2011-06-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

This is an attempt to 'do what I love and fuck the rest'.

have you ever wondered?

2011-06-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yani: Apa akan jadi kalau semua pengangkut sampah tiba-tiba mogok tidak mahu mengangkat sampah lagi?

SITA: semua kebanyakkan akan timbul dan menggeletis dihadapan kau!

2011-06-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

B
O
N
G
K
A
R

dan pada suatu hari, segala yang tersimpan menjadi rahsia akan terbongkar semuanya
semua dusta yang semakin hari menjadi-jadi itu akan di muntahkan kebenarannya.

waktu itu

terduduklah aku tergamam memutar memori dan menyesali butanya hati.
di saat dunia menjadi benar-benar realiti tanpa apa-apa yang tersurat
baru aku tahu betapa aku sememangnya bukan siapa-siapa.

SUDAH KAH KAU BERSEDIA UNTUK MENERIMA SEGALA PERIHAL YANG BAKAL DIMUNTAHKAN, Cik YANI?

how awesome are ya?

2011-06-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

compare to me friends that i know, i have the most boring life. i didnt do much on the weekends since i have to work like 6 days a week with a weird schedules ----> thats is when im in the AMR shifts :p. i dont go anywhere other than cybertron and city of Angels because both of these places are back-forth with me office and me home. extremely boring!! i know. my hang out buddy is my man-friend and my bestie matress queen size together with my bantal best and smart (not SO smart-phone). ah.... how perfect can it be.

so how was your weekend? did you had a good time or awesome weekend gateway?

yani 1:1

2011-05-31T14:17:00.000+08:00

facts:

I’m not impressed more or less by them men on the TV and magazines
Cause honestly I believe that beauty is way more then skin deep

if you find someone that you know you love, just love that person.God will help you through the rest of the way.

(It's called stalking.Just gentler -)

2011-05-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

Kadang kadang macam,macam tak kenal engkau langsung.
Kadang kadang macam,macam
di luar kita
di luar engkau dan aku
di luar laki laki dan perempuan

macam ada sesuatu yang lain.

Macam ada engkau yang lain.

Yang lebih kelakar,
yang nakal-nya membuat orang gila bayang
yang mungkin [ mungkin ] lebih baik.

Dan di idamkan.
Di idam idamkan sampai tak boleh tidur malam
dan
hati tak tenang macam ada benda hilang.

Hmm....

SEBAB TU KADANG2 AKU RISAU DENGAN HOBI SESETENGAH KELOMPOK MANUSIA :D

ill-favored feelings

2011-05-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

she is ugly
Hideous Repugnant, indeed.

please come back.
I missed the old Lass

little too naughty yet not too ugly.

if you think you're lonely now..

2011-05-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

in the meantime...

since its heavy rain here in cybertron,

i cant think of any other than Bobby Womack

:)

Kalau Cinta Jangan Cengeng

2011-05-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

“Gue tau gue ga pantes buat orag kayak lo
gue kotor, bau, masa depan juga nggak jelas
tapi kalo lo bersedia buat nurunin derajat lo supaya pas deket 'ama gue
gue akan berhenti ngobat
gue akan belajar masak
gue mau masak buat lo tiap hari”

-Yani, Kalau Cinta Jangan Cengeng

ja.se.va dejavu

2011-05-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

Lelaki yang dia butuhkan bukanlah lelaki yang selalu berusaha menjaganya. Dia tidak butuh gangster beol biol dan dia bukanlah si cantik yang harus senantiasa dimanja dan dijaga dengan teliti.

Yang dia butuhkan bukanlah Clark Kent si Superman.

Yang dia butuhkan adalah lelaki yang bisa menjaganya jika diperlukan, sekaligus yang memerlukan dia untuk menjaganya. Yang dia butuhkan adalah lelaki yang berani meminta bantuannya jika memang diperlukan.

suralayar dalam D Major dari Affandra Mega

2011-05-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

A.M>
Bahagia itu kita yang ciptain, bukan mereka. Mereka ga tau gimana kita. Kita kan selalu berdua dan ga akan ada yang pernah bisa misahin kita, kita punya cara kita sendiri dan kita punya dunia kita sendiri.

Aku sayang kamu, bodoh

Y.S>

bedroom eyes kamu. itu saja.

kaf alif nga ya nun

2011-05-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

You have missed call(s) 18,Apr 02:57hr 012xxxxxxx

You have missed call(s) 27,Apr 13:43hr 012xxxxxxx

You have missed call(s) 28,Apr 12:25hr 012xxxxxxx

You have missed call(s) 06,May 11:01hr 012xxxxxxx

You have missed call(s) 06,May 11:02hr 012xxxxxxx

and the list continues...

hmm :(

ngieh.. yes I do..

semalam bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
cepat pulang k?
cepat kembali, firasatku ingin kau untuk cepat pulang

2011-05-05T22:07:00.001+08:00

hati aku telah kau tawan.

jangan sampai hidup aku kau buat tak keruan, ya?

heheheheheh ;p

2011-04-29T06:20:00.000+08:00

When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.

Praise God for those two insomnias!
And the difference between them.

-Jalal ad-Din Rumi-

terutama untuk yang bernyawa, INI UNTUK KAMU

2011-04-27T05:17:00.000+08:00

Jangan dianiya anak orang itu

Jangan di marah-marah anak orang itu
Jangan di campak hati anak orang itu
Jangan di ikut sangat api marah dalam hati itu

Jangan di ikut sangat rasa hati itu
dan jangan lupa tentang wujudnya tuhan itu
jangan kau lupa wujudnya keadilan
jangan kau lupa hukum karma alam
dan jangan kau yang melutut nanti

jangan kau ingat kesabaran dia ialah keizinan untuk menadah segala maki hamun
jangan kau ingat mulut yang terkunci itu tak punya suara untuk berdoa pada sang tuhan
jangan kau ingat kejadian hari ini tak tertancap dalam memori
jangan kau mulakan apa yang tak sepatutnya kau lakukan
dan jangan kau ingat kau sentiasa di atas.

tanpa tajuk

2011-04-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

aku memuja bukan kerana cinta, tapi kerana dia mampu menjadi sesuatu yang aku hanya mampu berimaginasi
aku teringin memegang kanvas bermain warna
aku teringin menjadi dia dengan muzik gila
tapi semuanya aku kuburkan sebab pandangan yang satu arah
dan melihat seseorang memakai mimpi aku, membuat aku terus teruja
dan terus berimaginasi yang mungkin ada yang memuja aku jika aku sebetulnya menjadi dia.

dia lelaki.
lelaki tahun dulu mungkin boleh dibanggakan
tapi lelaki tahun aku mampu memporak perandakan
lelaki tahun dulu mungkin menjadi tauladan
tapi lelaki tahun aku mampu membinasakan
dan malang sekali lagi, keadaan aku tetap malang
malang bukan kerana nasib
malang karna aku yang memilih untuk melihat seperti itu.

Fantasy

2011-04-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

All my life I had built up a fantasy
of the perfect man.
Countless romance stories and fables
helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind.
Searching for that fantasy lead to many
disappointments.
Reality made it clear that there was no such man.
And as the years went by, the fantasy started
to fade away

until.....

I met you.
I had almost given up on the fantasy until
my fantasy became reality,
that reality became you.

But still, its vague
Because Almost Reality
Does not count, Yani :)

Yes, catch the moments while you still entitled to it...

2011-04-22T07:01:00.000+08:00

Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that

life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it’s true, someone somewhere is

thinking of you.

*****

2011-04-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

tinggalkan, tinggalkan semuanya

seperti mereka yang berani

ke dalam darah ,ke ruang gelap

dalam hati manusia yang tak terisi

ke utara, ke jalanan yang

panjang dan puitis

untuk sepotong makna

dalam kegelapan yang

tak berpenghujung

maka malam ini kita

ketawakan kehidupan

dan ke jalanan kita

aku dan segala yang berlaku

dalam kepalaku

Silhouette Profile

2011-04-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

"To him she seemed so beautiful, so seductive, so different from ordinary people, that he could not understand why no one was as disturbed as he by the clicking of her heels on the paving stones, why no one else's heart was wild with the breeze stirred by the sighs of her veils, why everyone did not go mad with the movements of her braid, the flight of her hands, the gold of her laughter. He had not missed a single one of her gestures, not one of the indications of her character, but he did not dare approach her for fear of destroying the spell."

and this..

is just another amazing story.. :)

4 Page Letter

2011-04-15T13:14:00.000+08:00

Mama Always Told Me To "Be Careful Who I Love"
And Daddy Always Told Me, "Make Sure Hes Right"
I Always Had My Eyes, On This One Particular Guy
I Was Too Shy, So I Decided To Write

I'm Sending Him A 4 Page Letter,
And I Enclosed It With A Kiss.
And When I Write Him He Better, Get It On Time.

People Always Say That I Play Myself For You.
They Say That You Dont Even Notice Me
Maybe When I Get The Nerve To Come To You.
Promise Me That You Wont Diss Me.

Ima Write You, A Love Letter Tonight
You Better keep Watch Cause The Mail Mans Coming.

2011-03-08T10:42:00.001+08:00

Aku selalu diselubungi dengan berita baik, dan buruk. Selalunya, lebih banyak buruk dari baik. Ini bukan berita personal, ini berita dari rakan rakan. Selalunya berita buruk aku adalah antara orang terawal yang akan tahu dan berita baik, aku adalah antara orang terakhir yang di inform.

Aku selalu terima berita tentang perkara buruk yang berlaku (masalah mereka) ke atas rakan rakan paling awal kerana lazimnya, jika mereka mengalami masalah, mereka akan bertemu aku untuk mengadu domba, menggunakan bahu aku untuk menangis dan kadang kala mencari jalan keluar.

Aku sedih bila rakan aku sedih. Aku lemau bila rakan aku lemau. So, masalah mereka, nyaris masalah aku juga la sikit sikit. Jadi aku cuba untuk tenangkan mereka. Cuba memberi jalan penyelesaian yang kadang kadang tidak masuk akal. Cuba cheer them up. Kadang kadang menjadi. Kadang kadang tidak.

Rakan rakan aku, iaitu super heroes & heroins semuanya selalu akan get back on their feet in no time. Hebat. Totally awesome bak kata Barney Stinson. Selalunya mereka akan get back on their feet dengan sendiri, tanpa menggunakan jalan penyelesaian aku atau kata kata semangat yang aku bagi pun. Like I said, they're super heroes & heroins. Mereka ok, aku pun ok. Mereka kembali seperti sedia kala, aku pun, ok jugak lah.

But (ada tapiiiii),

apabila mereka bahagia, mencapai sesuatu yang awesome, dapat awek baru, dapat kerja baru, beli kereta baru, beli kasut baru (yg ni tak cakap pun takpa), beli wife beater baru (pun tak cakap tak apa), aku akan di notify paling akhir. Kenapa kut? Terasa jugak la apabila dibuat sedemikian rupa. Time sedih aku di cari. Time suka aku di tolak tepi. Seperti kacang lupakan kulit <-- memang tak boleh pakai pun perumpamaan ini. Mungkin aku ada memakai baju kolar bulat yang mempunyai tulisan "Feed me your problems, not your happiness" or something, which by the way aku takda pun baju macam tu.

Aku selalu diselubungi dengan berita baik, dan buruk. Selalunya, lebih banyak buruk dari baik. Ini bukan berita personal, ini berita dari rakan rakan. Selalunya berita buruk aku adalah antara orang terawal yang akan tahu dan berita baik, aku adalah antara orang terakhir yang di inform.

Tak apa lah kut. Things happen for a reason. Mungkin aku tiada berdekatan ketika mereka ingin menyampaikan berita gembira. Mungkin aku tidak sesuai untuk dikongsikan good news. Mungkin aku ni macam ( again, macam je, bukan perasan) motivator yang hanya mendengar masalah dan cuba solve. Like, manada orang call Dr Fazley "Abg Fazley! Saya dapat 8A PMR! Thanks!" or "Doctor Fadzillah Kamsah! Saya dah berbaik baik dengan jiran saya! Terima kasih!" sebab orang orang ini mana mungkin ada number phone Dr Fazley atau Doktor Fadzillah Kamsah.

Or just simply, bahu aku lembut, empuk to cry on. Kan?

bloody kangen!

2010-12-13T09:52:00.000+08:00

berpeluh dan bertenaga
di pentas run away aku BERASMARA

aku.rindu.itu

jangan bimbang sayang, aku siramkan kau dengan adiksi yang lain ya

sailang C.I.N.T.A

2010-11-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

"kau pernah keluar dengan anak tokey balak?"

"pernah, habis adik beradik aku sapu.."

"macam mana rasa nya"

"sky high ACE!"

SELAMAT HARI KEKASIH, kekasih

aku bosan

catatan hati yang sengaja dipublish (sita menjual perasaan perasan buat Rama yang hilang cinta)

2010-11-18T04:50:00.000+08:00

Salaam

aku menulis buat kau.

memang kali ini khusus untuk kau!!!

jadi, aku tak kesah kalau kau berfikir apa saja karna aku penat membiarkan kau berlegar mundar mandir menyemak otak aku yang semakin benak dek karna kau

aku mengenal kau hanya pada sisi yang kau mau aku tau. dan itu sudah mencukupi. aku tak mahu mintak selain kau setuju dan berusaha untuk muntahkan untuk aku.

kita rancak bersama. sikit demi sikit kau mula merangkak dari minda. kemudian, bila dah matang sikit, kau terjengket-jengket turun di hati. knock! knock! can i meet you miss perasaan? "masuklah" kata ku. aku hidangkan kau kopi dan.. otak aku yang kusam buruk dek karna jarang diguna.
"tak pe, aku ada BRASSO. aku tolong kau kilatkan balik ya? sayang la neng, kalau dibiarkan kusam. lagipun kau punya potensi jadi lab-rat aku" bukan aku punya potensi jadi lap dancer kau ke? usik aku nakal :)

aku senyum lagi.. dan berkata dalam hati: "aku bukan keseorangan. kau pun tikus juga, bodoh!!"

bermulalah sesi perkenalan gampang. ammat gampang karna kau sajikan aku dengan tactics fresh yang buat aku tak jemu. kita bermain pakau. sekali sekala kita selitkan colek. dan bila card colek rancak dikuis, SLAP!! usai sebuah dongengan (itu kata kau, terserah aku untuk mengiakan atau tak)

aku tau siapa aku. dan aku pasti siapa kau. dan ini bukan lazim buat aku. aahh!! tak pe. kau tak suka main congkak kan? jom kita main roullete. cagarkan hati kau olok2 dan aku berikan sedikit hati asli pada kau. tak pe.. aku sanggup sumpek kan barang sedikit karna aku ini bukan basa basi. aku bagi kau menang, aku bagi kau tau. dan aku tak malu tantang itu. apa yang nak dimalukan huh Rama? kan kita lagi berada di Vegas, kota khayalan yang aku bina bersama yang lain. kerahan tenaga lelaki-lelaki bodoh yang mahu meratah badan bukan hati. aku tak rasa rugi. bahkan, aku tak rasa apa-apa pun. karna yang precious hanyalah hati yang dijeneratorkan dari minda.Disatukan pula dengan kota mainan kau bersimen batakan dengan pengalaman hikayat 1001 malam. aku suka.

sikit-sikit aku bunuh hamba-hamba aku. macam mana caranya? hmm, gini.. aku puja dengan kata, baja dengan badan dan enjek BCG dengan perhatian sintetik. bila dah makin gemok, aku habiskan kontrak mereka. kan kita ni pinjaman di dunia ni? jangan harap kamu-kamu boleh jadi permanant staff dalam dalam dunia aku!! aku akan sentiasa recruit yang baru demi mencari pekerja yang betul2 boleh jadi right man buat kompeni yang aku!! kau memang dasar anjing betina yang tak sedar dek untung! dasar perempuan bangsat!!. tak pe, aku faham. kamu2 semua bukannya marah. cuman, kamu berhadapan dengan kesalan yang tinggi. tu je. nanti bila dah habis nangis, kau akan sadar yang aku hanyalah alat buat kau lagi kuat dan lagi hormat pada estrogen yang lain.

aku menyetap dan disentap. umpan kail yang kau pasang buat mulut ikan aku luka. nasib baik kau tak bawak jaring. kalau tak, menggeliting aku mati karna diangkat ke darat. setiap kali kau datang, aku mengacah bermain dengan kail dan umpan yang kau hadapkan. walaupun mulut aku luka, tapi aku suka. karna kau bukan nelayan. kau hanyalah pengail yang punya masa lapang. dan ia addictive bukan? wahai sang pengail, tarik insang aku kalau kau katakan tak!!

kita bercanda, jauh kita pergi. bermain bersama2. seperti anak2 yang suka main petang, sebelum maghrib dah balik rumah. aku suka bermain dengan kau. kau bagaikan rokok yang bahaya dan masih, tetap aku beli... walau terkadang dada ni terasa perit dek kepulan asap yang mengganggukan. kau tau? semestinya kau tau kan?

kita membuai dan terbuai bersama. dan aku mula merasakan sesuatu yang baru. aku rasakan, apa betul kau ni wujud? Ya Allah, kalau betul ini bukan jodoh, ini BODOH!!

takut, seram, sejuk, suka, geram, gembira,marah,rindu, gatal, gersang dan pilu kita dibuatnya. aku tau. dan kau pun sama tau. benci aku dengan kau karna menjadi bakalan yang bodoh buat aku. "aku kalah" kataku. "kau sengaja buat2 kalah" kata kau. aku lacurkan minda aku buat kau. bukan tak pernah diusik, tapi... ia dah lama tak kena usik. dan bila kau usik di tahap matang sedap macam sekarang ni, nikmatnya tak boleh dizahirkan dengan kata.

aku mesti buat sesuatu..

rumusan kurang dari 100 patah oerkataan aku berikan pada kau. aku angkat bendera putih sebab? aku tau kita tak boleh. TAK BOLEH!! faham?

kau balas: Faham..

tapi semuanya seperti satu pembohongan. semua alasan bagaikan kepulan awan komolonimbus. yang berarak tak pernah berhenti. menghujankan perasaan kita.lencun. terkadang aku rasa semacam terdesak untuk memiliki kau. tapi, bukan sebagai hamba. aku nak kau jadi tuan aku dibumi. sekadar pinjaman untuk hari yang pasti bakal tiba. Si Sita memang mencari orang yang dia boleh dengar kata. dia tak mau mengarah. tapi, mau diberi arah!!

impact kau pada kita memang hebat. Terima kasih Tuhan karna masih sayangkan aku. KAU lantik cikgu kurang pengalaman yang masih dimaktab perguruan untuk didik aku. tapi kenapa? kenapa cikgu muda ini yang dihantar jadi cikgu tusyen? hmm.. takpe. aku terima. dan aku pesan pada cikgu ini. jangan.hilang

If i were scientist, i will find the right chemistry for us. if I were a painter, you'll gonna be my canvas. percayalah.. aku bisa melukis sehandal michael angello tau!! heheh

we're both crazy killing each others' time. but we like that. i love that.
satu2 perisai aku kau buka. sampai bogel tinggal baju dalam. dan.. bila itu jadi, kau biarkan aku. kau ambil 6 langkah kebelakang dan menarik 7 nafas untuk enjoy the view.

Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth and back
But that's all I need
Don't build your world around volcanoes, it will melt you down
What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

What I really need
Is what makes me bleed
And like a new disease its still too young to treat
Volcanoes melt me down
Im still too young to understand
I kissed your mouth
You do not need me

NAFSU. yes, nafsu aku kalau dizahirkan dalam zarah, dikumpul kepul demi kepul buat alat untuk merejam kau, PASTI. memang PASTI kau mati dengan segala nikmat yang aku berikan. kalau buruk nikmat itu, sakit mampus la kau, kalau baik nikmat itu, aku akan melutut berserah menjadi hamba kau!

and again...

ini adalah satu harapan bodoh. aku sedar, ia tak kemana. aku tau itu. dan sebab itu lah aku takkan bersumpah cinta mati pada kau.. karna kau, si cantik. sangat cantik untuk aku rosakkan. hence, lets enjoy each other company dengan cara yang lebih sihat okay sayang?

I miss you. always. im addicted to you beautiful!!I pray hard to have synthetic or more less etc of you to crown as my king coz this Sita with sassy Sade poise just cant take it anymore..

p/s: INI BUAT KAU.

happy birthday in advance

2010-09-07T06:58:00.000+08:00

happy birthday yani

how does it feels??

Food Chain

2010-09-07T06:51:00.000+08:00

Don't let this affect the game every five months
we act the same but
I never get used to putting you off
and no one could've scripted this who knows what'll come of it
i refuse to believe it was all just a waste

cause look around
everybody's on the food chain
funny but from day to day we get bottom to top
and if you get lost you start over again
but we don't ever get to no we don't ever get to stop??

i wake up in the oblivious state go to sleep trying to save some face
cause i've never been one for acting naïve
and so what we've got nothing to prove why on earth would we soften the mood
do we think that this wire is better left live
i would've known better if i was on the outside
i would've known better if i was on the outside
looking in looking in

but this chain just eats away at the people who use it
no ones gonna say that it's easier losing
touch with who we needwhen it's lonlier on the outside

i heart you too men

2009-12-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

Why women believe that we love them Published on July 23, 2008 in Warrior Of Light. 14 Comments Tags: love, women.
By Paulo Coelho

In this case the title of the newsletter is not right. Since in the previous Warrior of Light Online I said refused to write about the reasons why men love woman (I would be considered a male chauvinist South-American writer who despises the liberation movement of the opposite sex), a reader called Julia decided to do it for me. So now we have the feminine version of why we love women. Of course, I don’t agree with everything, but this is a (relatively) free tribune. Let’s see what Julia has to tell us:

We men love women because they still feel they are adolescents even after they grow old.
Because they smile every time they pass a child.

Because they walk down the street erect, always looking straight ahead, never turning round to say thanks or return the smile or compliment we make when they pass by.

Because they are bold in bed, not because they have a perverse nature but because they want to please us.

Because they do everything necessary for the house to be tidy and perfect, and never expect any recognition for the work they have done.

Because they don’t read pornographic magazines. (err jijah did red porn mags!)

Because they don’t complain about the sacrifices they make for the sake of the ideal of beauty, facing up to waxers, Botox injections and menacing machines in gyms.

Because they prefer to eat salads. (only who live in denial)

Because they draw and paint their faces with the same concentration as Michelangelo working on the Sistine Chapel.

Because if they want to know something about their own appearance, they ask other women and don’t bother us with this type of question.

Because they have their own ways of solving problems, which we never understand, and that makes us mad. (hell yeah)

Because they feel compassion, and say “I love you” precisely when they are beginning to love us less, to make up for what we can feel and notice.

Because sometimes they complain about things that we feel too, such as colds and rheumatic pains, and then we understand that they are people just like us.

Because they write love stories.

Because while our armies invade other countries, they remain firm in their private and inexplicable war to put an end to all the cockroaches in the world.

Because they cry their eyes out when they hear the Rolling Stones singing “Angie”.(me too!! me too!!)

Because they are capable of going to work dressed like men, in their delicate little suits, whereas no man would ever dare go to work wearing a skirt. (yes.. kami makhluk sexy. agree or die! =p)

Because in the movies – and only in the movies – they never take a shower before making love with their partners.

Because they always manage to find a convincing defect when we say that another woman is pretty, making us feel insecure about our taste.

Because they really take seriously everything that is happening in the private lives of celebrities.

Because they manage to fake orgasms with the same artistic quality as the most famous and talented of movie stars. (i dun need to say much are we girls?? heheh)

Because they just love exotic cocktails with different colors and delicate little ornaments, while we always have the same old whiskey.

Because they don’t waste hours thinking about how they are going to approach the pretty young man who has just come on the bus.

Because we came from them, will go back to them, and until that happens, live in orbit around the feminine body and soul.

And I would add: we men love them for being women. As simple as that.

2009-10-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

pebualan

*: bila nak kawin
+: ----------
*: la diam?
+: ---------
*: hmm ok ok umur u brape?
+: duapulohenam
*: hmm ok ok
+: u bila nak kawin
*: rilex la dulu.. lagi 5 tahun kot.. u?
+: bila u kawin i kawin
*: ok! (salam tanda deal) haih gf pun takde.. nanti la i nak buat borang kasik kat semua orang
+: ok nanti i isi
*: ape? pardon me?
+: i isi la nanti borang u tu boleh?
*: kalau mcm tu i buat satu borang je la. kita dua2 kawin.. settle deal
+: kemain senang lu cakap ye syeitan?? lu sedar ke tak lu cakap ape ni?
*: eh mestilah sedar tu pasal i nak buat satu je borang i tak nak candidate lain
+: pegi balik rumah, mandi relax pastu lu fikir ape lu cakap kat wa tadi k?
*: hari2 fikir hari2 tunjuk tapi u yg bebal+sengal+samdol+buat bodo
+: ok nanti wa cakap kat mama lu syok kat anak dia
*: tak payah.. mama i pegi jumpa mama u lepas raya haji
+: *diam*

sambungan pada kata si zahiril adzim

2009-09-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

Kalaulah aku ada kuasa,

aku taburkan kuasa 'cinta' pada semua orang.

Sedih.

Lebih baik aku hidup dengan dinasour.

Sekurang - kurangnya dinasour ganas sebab takda otak.

Hari ni, yang ada otak pun sama dengan dinasour.

Sekali lagi, SEDIH!

tapi...

kadang2 aku fikir,

ya.. aku ada kuasa ITU

cuma aku tidak galak menggunakannya

mungkin sebab aku muak dengan rentetan drama yang perlu dimulakan didalam slot yang sama

cuma apa yang berbeda

teraju sang arjunanya yang lain

aaaaahhhhh

sekali lagi berangan

tak mahu dilabel jombloe

tak mahu dilabel sombong

tak mau dilabel ice queen

dan juga tak mau dilabel lesbo

nantilah la mama..

nanti ada la tu...

ok ma?

jangan nangis.. biar si cengeng ni yang ngadapi semua

okkeh?

Pilih saja yang ikut hati? Oh, alasan itu memang tidak boleh pakai dalam membuat pilihan ini. Ini harus dipilih mengikut logik akal bagi melancarkan proses pembentukkan hari esok, juga kestabilan.

Aku paling benci membuat pilihan, aku lebih rela dipilih kerana aku tidak mahu menyesal dengan pilihan.

i like the idea of this....

2009-09-09T10:36:00.000+08:00

Paulie: You're a part time lover and a full time friendThe monkey on you're back is the latest trend

Juno: Here is the church and here is the steepleWe sure are cute for two ugly peopleI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else But you

Paulie: We both have shiny happy fits of rageYou want more fans, I want more stageI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

Juno: You are always trying to keep it realI'm in love with how you feelI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else But you

Paulie: I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a trainI kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to sideI don't see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut you

Adam: The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive meSo why can't, you forgive me?I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else But you

Both:Du du du du du du duduDu du du du du du duduDu du du du du du dudu duI don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

direct translation

2009-09-07T13:02:00.000+08:00

As Majnun had been in love and Laila's love was been united none wants to be apart even a moon falls on my head and sun burns my body. I wanna let you know, that I would have a 100 years life when I lie down on your bed

epidimic

2009-08-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

jangan macam tu okkeh?

maaf ia tidak paralel

2009-08-17T07:43:00.000+08:00

maaf

maaf

maaf

maaf

bukan kuasa kita
bukan kuasa saya
tapi kuasa tuhan

yang datang dari saya cuma pemikiran ingin tahu
yang digonseng dengan natijah
kesuma yang datang dilewat petang

berlagu tanpa nada

2009-08-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

lagi rapat mata dipejam
lagi jelas terang wajahmu

cuba meng-akal fokus
tapi....
vivid...
nampak seperti pengemis yang masih meminta
datang tidak dijemput, mampir sunggul
mengetuk diluar cermin meminta belas

arghhh
dia datang lagi
kalau dibelek menggunakan pemikiran testeron
memang senang untuk membuat keputusan

i'll pray to be in your way

dia & aku kata (zahril adzim.. cantik puisi ni)

2009-08-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

Sayang betul dia kat aku.
Aku buat salah teruk, dia menangis satu malam.
Dan kemudian esok pagi, dia jumpa aku, dia tersenyum.
Kesalahan aku memang tak layak untuk terima senyuman tu.
Apakah memang ada manusia yang murni macam ni?Dia nak marah, tapi dia nak ketawa.
Dia nak pukul, tapi dia nak ketawa lagi.
Dia nak tunjal kepala aku, tapi dia takut kepala aku sakit.
Dia nak lepaskan kemarahan dia, tapi dia takut aku terasa.
Dia nak merajuk, tapi dia nak berbual dengan aku.
Dia nak paling muka, tapi dia nak tengok muka aku.
Dia nak menangis, tapi dia tak nak bersedih masa tu.
Dia nak maafkan aku, sebab dia nak terus sayang aku.
Dia kata aku bodoh, aku kata, memang.
Dia kata aku tak fikir, aku kata tu lar pasal.
Dia kata aku tak guna otak, aku kata itu betul.
Dia kata aku bangang, aku kata paling bangang.
Dia kata aku jahat, aku kata takda niat.
Dia kata aku takut bila buat salah, aku kata takut gila.
Dia kata dah agak dah, aku kagum dengan firasat dia.
Dia dah tak tahu nak kata apa, aku kata, jangan kata apa, pukul je.
Dia dah tak nak pukul, aku kata maaf.
Dia tanya dah makan? Aku kata nak makan sama.Dia kata jom. Aku kata dalam hati..

"Tuhan, kalau betul dia jodoh, biar aku lawan untuk jodoh ini!"

ruang hitam yg mendamaikan ----manusia adalah haiwan sosial

2009-08-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

+: i tot of coming over again tonite,if its fine with you
-: wookey dtg r
+: nak ape2 tak?
-: tak nak
+: k yami
-: kau takkan faham yami...(cakap dalam hati)

kelmarin dia datang, semalam dia datang, bagaimana dgn malam ni?
esok? datang lagi??

lagi aku mahu dia jauh
lagi dekat dia datang
pandangan kosong
kalau di rekod
pasti kita faham
apa maksudnya..

tapi dia faham
aku tak faham
dia tahu apa yang aku tak mahu
tapi dia tak mahu apa yang aku mahu menjadi realiti

terbang ke langkasuka memikir kan dia
terbang ke kota kurun setiap langkah risik mau pulang

menung

2009-08-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

dah lama tak ziarah tempat ni..
ingat dulu nak tutup je account ni
tapi......
hmmmm
berangan lagi...

banyak benda nak cakap
tapi.. haaihh tapi lagi..

u can get mad to anyone but not me
beautiful swan u never let me down

mr retina so deep
complexion so stiff
ur a stranger
my favorite stranger

kepura puraan

2009-05-22T04:37:00.000+08:00

Cinta itu nggak harus diucapkan lewat kata ….
nggak harus di ucapkan lewat bahasa …
nggak butuh rayuan yang nggak pasti …
Cinta itu hanya butuh kesetiaan …
Cinta hanya butuh kepastian dan keikhlasan …
Cinta hanya butuh ketulusan …
yang muncul dari hati yang paling dalam …
dengan penuh ketulusan…
siapa yang menganggap cinta itu sementara …
maka ia lah orang yang paling bodoh …
jika ia mengalami cinta yang sementara ….
maka yang dia alami bukanlah cinta ….
di dalam cinta ….
tidak ada penghianatan ….
tidak ada kepedihan ….
karena cinta itu harus tulus …..

tapi aku nggak percaya cinta
karna its like a ghost..
everybody believe in it
but a few experience it

HOW TO MAKE CHOICE YOU NEVER REGRET

2009-05-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

hey kamu,

below are the steps that need to be taken in order 4 u ta make decision witout any regrets xoxo

1. Go with Your Gut Instincts
2. Put Down the Mojito although it make it easier to act, it’ll cloud ur mind baby
3. Sleep on It...but Just for One Night 1 nite Comprende? Coz it’ll help u to analyze better
4. Get into a Stress-Free State anxiety often leads to wrong conclusion coz we tend to get rashly when we mad @ sad
5. Talk It Over with a Select Few that’s why u need frens
6. But Avoid Discussing It with Everyone
7. Consider the Long-Term Consequences toxic behaviors have serious impact to ur health. Noted: untold history is best sometimes
8. Don't Leave It Up to Chance horoscope is not a message from GOD y’all shish
9. Blow Off Bullies Who Are Pressuring You
10. Remember That You Can't Always Use the Past to Predict the Future

when is enough is enough

2009-05-04T08:44:00.000+08:00

hey kamu..

terpanggil lagi mau nulis ddlm blog.
**************menung***********yawn************menung***************lapar********lagi

sedang santai di kamar tiba2... Bang!! yes.. i wanna do this
i grab a pencil and my never out of stock A4 paper and this is what my thoughts & emosi @ that time..

KENAPA manusia tak pernah cukup inginkan sesuatu benda dalam segala macam hal?
when is enough is enough?
to certain people, sayin' enuf is enuf is a hard part. obviously, i have had issue with this topic. but i know there are more of you like me.Each day debating and hoping that something better will come of your life. The funny thing is, most of the time, it does not just happen (there are those lucky people who have things fall into their laps), but...usually, you have to make it happen and that is, like I said, the most difficult part.

in my context, im more interested on xplaining "tak sudah2" in rojak way....well, here it goes...

darr.. ketabrak.. luckily its nt serious.. dramas begin when they question on hw it all happens.. well gal, if ur in my shoes.. u'll know. i am.. like my other beautiful frens were much dissapointed with the findings that some makes me laugh yet still wanna make me whack someone!! they said: "i've created attention by banging(shut up u!! *wink*) myself just to gain attention from a particular person!!??" me? create attention? bercanda ya? buat tante2 yg nga tau atau sedia maklum tapi bikin tulalit..."i dont have to create attention in order for me to get noticed, bt for u gals... i think u need a whole lotta transform if u wanna b noticed!! how can it relate into something that really stoopid? hhmmm and again.. i laugh n make my way down to 7E while thinking shud i used black magic them or shoudn't i? hahah

its never enuf for them to create another story without concreate evidance. It amuse me tapi mengundang lempang when hyprocrupsy begins.. please noted that aku lagi tau yg kamu bitching terus ttng gue.. yah!! nga usah dong pura2 malaikat segala didepan gue.. BOSAN & JELEK tau nga?

how much enuf is enuf lagi boleh dikupaskan ttg the greatness of being greed!! im nt neither against nor agree with this statement. note to u and myself: "love and learn the imperfect perfecly and u'll nt gonna ask for more" so guys n gals, dun b sad if they teased u, coz when ur nt arnd, u'll be miss sgt2!! and shout out to the the flying duos everywhre u mite b... get to know each other more & better.. u never no u might end up realizing hw much ur meant or nt meant to be to each other. MFEO takes years n logic thinking with a pinch of luck to manipulate,research, learn & studies bout the other hormones.. but.. even same gender can be quite a big challange to unnderstand.

It's your choice. YOUR choice what you do with your life. Don't let anyone dictate or convince you otherwise, not even yourself. I'm trying my best not to let that happen, and I think I am on my way. Life is so fleeting. A blink of an eye. Doesn't being happy make sense?

**********setiap tingkahmu membuat ku bertanya pada kamu**********

smooch+xoxo=meow

2009-04-16T06:15:00.000+08:00

Love- many stories has been written about it. Many an empire has fallen because of it. thrones have beenabdicted in its pursuit. Masterpiecies have been inspired by it. countries have been united by it.

Love- elusive for some, eternal for others

Being in love conjures images of happiness, devotion, tenderness and an undying desire to be with someone forever. It dots our lives with memories of people, places and moments. It takes us high as we would possibly go on the wings of emotion and drops us to the very depth despair when it is heart wrenchingly taken from us. we feel as though our heart shatters into a thousand million pieces.

And then, we very possibly fall in love again.....

Remember what its like to be in love?

Remember those specila moments when we were falling in love or being in love? These moments sing to us. They fill us up till we overflow-showing up as a silly constant smile on our faces or an even present good mood. We feel like everything is right with the world. We get intoxicated. We feel young again. We cant get enough of each other. We desire with an inconsumable passion.

I wish that u guys (and me too!!) remain victorious in our quest for love and that love resides eternally in our hearts.

I dedicate to love and the experience of being in love

Confession is never enuf!!

2009-02-25T15:03:00.000+08:00

Between these for walls I sat down and think what on earth has happened to me...?
it all started last year.. somewhere in November.. yup, celebrating the lost and got loose of my life is not my cup of tea.. every people that caught my attention either in the most tantalizing appealing way or shocking, ghastly wtf I dowanna no you!! Kind of way……… thus far, I planned to start all that wickedness plans and mind again.. I waterway all my doubts, fears, hate, uncertainty and all my –ve vibe view to be judge by others.. in this matters, it has been judge by them..
slowly but definitely I got carried away.. yup fetching moments of the “not getting any older” yani is fun.. however, it’s a ticket to nowhere..
weeks goes month and months until recently it hit me.. Ya Allah!! I cant do this anymore.. this is not me.. its way too much.. jadi, tak bole lah laju macam siput nak realized that this is all wrong.. much work and thinking telah dikhatamkan inorder to chuck these all away.
Shout out to all whom i done wrong in these past few months..
Regretful is the best words that can describe to give you an idea about how sorry and uncomfortable I am.. yes indeed they said it’s a at fault bliss… Even so, I can put it that way but…. come together and embrace all the act verbal and in verbal obsession that has been done, it feel so bad and yuck!!Fools rush in.. cant help it.. scenario sometimes makes us dwells in the rite things that we know its not… here, I express my deepest regret to all whom I ever hurt and confuse for these past few months.. there is nothing that I want ya’all to know that Im not me and I was fooling around agree to skid away from my track..

2009-02-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

Assalamulaikum,
aku masih lagi di kantor.. sambil nongkrong trus pada tv besar aku lagi terpanggil mao ngisi
dan merepet terus dalam blog gwa.
ya.. emangnya language gwa nga pantas seperti anak2 disana but at least i try.. hehe
so.. here it goes...

kata orang bule, "first love never die" pasti tertanya.. kok udah nga ada topic lain kan? ya kan?
but.. no matter hw kita nga mao discuss, it still attract us to know n learn more kan?

terserah apa kata org bule.. yang nyatanya, saat ia mulai.. saat itu juga lho akn sekejapan tau segala isi dalamnya
new addiction.. cinta yg telus, akan berakar sampai ke relung jiwa..
back then, masa lagi sedang kuliah, gwa lagi khayal sih dengan segala macam cinta..
Tapi jika cintamu hanya karena pelampiasan, awas ya.. kamu akan hanyut kayaknya si obor2 mati hihi

umumnya jgn terlalu tulus percaya pada akal.. percaya pada sang logika dan itu tu tu pada hati..
karna ati nga pernah bohong kalau kamu mao berkencan atau jomblo..

ya udah deh.. mao pulang neh.... daa

little less confession

2009-02-03T08:23:00.000+08:00

#1 I'm not retarded! I just like licking windows!
#2 I may look safe, but as soon as I get you alone... I WILL EAT YOU!
#3 Kindergarten: whare the definition of drama is someone stealing your crayons.
#4 Life was so simple when boys had cooties...
#5 Yes I do use my hairbrush as a microphone and dance around in my underwear thank you very much (dont lie arjun, i know u do the same thing)
#6 Good girls are bad girls who don't get caught
#7 I'll make your heart beat like your on cocaine.(dup dap dup dap)
#8 I called your boyfriend gay and he hit me with his purse.
#9 rawr. fear me. (m a monster.. mamee monster!! ahaks!)
#10 Buy me a plastic ring and tell me you love me (conclusion of listening "kiss me" by the cardigans all nite long)
#11 I am absolutely awesome. Agree or die. (sigh)
#12 Shoes can change your life, just ask Cinderella.
#13 lol is the polite way of saying: that wasnt funny, shut up already, your really annoying, why are you talking to me?, i really don't care or you just have nothing to say at all.
#14 Silence is golden but duck tape is silver.
#15 If you can't fix it with duck tape you haven't used enough.
#16 Warning: Children left alone will be sold to the circus.(young parents;noted this)
#17 Hug a tree. They have less issues than people.(less talk n nag than people also)
#18 Stress: When the body can no longer resist the urge to choke the shit out of some bad people who really deserves it.
#19 Smile. It's easier than to explain why your crying.(works for me!)
#20 I Make cookies not war.
#21 A good friend will bail you out of jail, but a best friend will be sitting next to you saying "Damn, we're in deep trouble..."
#22 Last night as I lay in bed looking at the stars I thought... oih! mana ceiling gue!?
#23 Good friends don't let you do stupid things....alone.(vila)
#24 I put the *fun* in dysfunctional.
#25 I want to be your favorite hello and your hardest goodbye.(sweetest goodbye)
#26 Take love, multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depths of forever and you still will only have a glimpse of how much I love you. (jiwa kacau.sigh!)

sekian, terima kasih

**just wanna kill my time**

titipan dari teman (jiji this is for u)

2009-01-30T12:12:00.000+08:00

"hmm..dimana sekarang ?trus bebek apa kabar ?salam rindu untuk dia,huhuhuhu aku lagi disini, masih nunggu si dia dari malaysia.kangen amat ma lho, masih jembel & cenggeng lagi ya?hehe canda kok!" {bla bla bla (update segala macam hal!)} i find this song really suits u manis, miss u"

Funny, it's time...

Things ain't going right, oh harmony...

Don't know how you get by!

Feels like frozen time

You wake up the moment into your surprise

You got hope and you're alright

You're so close and you're so tight

When the ice melts so right,

You got a sparkle, baby

She says you need to be afraid

You see... age don't matter

Not you see, it's never to late

'Cause when you feel love, Ms Harmony

Oh, you deserve everything you dream

'cause when you smile at me, ooh harmony

Heh, you light all the world with your energy

Oh, baby

You walk with your head high

You only take what's right, oh harmony...

I know just what you need.

New job, a brand new carIt feels like you're going far, oh harmony...

You're a flower in bloom

Out with the old, in with the new

Walk away from what all those men did to you

Now you're light on your feet

And now every man touch their head, to get a better look

when you feel that your loving, oh Harmony come love me tonight

p/s:Aji, m surprised u still remembered it.. its ours.. yes u're my hero, but ur nt the smartest.but.. u know the deal.. miss u to fren.. lofya jiji!! (happy dah kamu aku dah publish kat dalam blog? menyemak je!! lol!!)

check out the picture aji dear, emang ternyata aku lagi filmstar!!! hahah jangan iri ya!!

funny

2009-01-29T10:20:00.000+08:00

Its funny hello is accompanied with goodbye
Its funny how memories can start to make you cry
Its funny how forever never really seems to last
Its funny how much you'd lose If you forgot about your past
Its funny how people change And think they'er so much better
Its funny how many lies Can be packed in one "Love Letter"
Its funny how people forgive Even though they can't forget
Its funny how one night Can contain so much regret
Its funny how ironic life turns out to be
But the funniest part of all Is that none of thats funny to me.

10 things i hate about you classic baby ;*

2009-01-29T09:40:00.000+08:00

I hate the way you talk to me

And the way you cut your hair

I hate the way you drive my car

I hate it when you stare

I hate your big, dumb combat boots

And the way you read my mind

I hate you so much, it makes me sick;

It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you're always right

I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh;

Even worse when you make me cry

I hate it that you're not around

And the fact that you don't call

But, mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you

Not even close, not even a little bit

Not even at all

Chillin session with comot, komeng, ajim, kupikapiklan & partner and nami bum2

2009-01-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

+: Setan ko kat ne?
-: Umah
+: Jom ikut aku. budak2 ni nak g makan
-: Naaaaakk!!!!

The Comrade (ooohhh…) went to Sunway Pyramid.. Video games were the next best thing since si komeng “PMS” refused to watch movie. After that, anak2 gelandangan went for a drink @ starbuck. By force of arms, we were like beruk2 @ hutan Bandar, fooling around (I get u some other time boy!!) and we’re not really bothered to other “civilians” whom watching us like a mad man. Our session end with late supper.. arghh lupa plak!!! Before that, the groups divided by 2. some of us went for jamming session and the rest, went for basketball. I went to watch them play basketball.. when suddenly its raining (oih! Ayayai!!) watching them is like watching Arjun, ilham n ikram(my brothers;kesayangan saya) the relationship that they build, the closeness’ between them, makes me think that you can find happiness everywhere. The state of being happy, joyfulness is everywhere when I saw them play. Maybe in other words it’s a joyful satisfaction that shows in their eyes.. while watching them fooling around like a googling monkeys, I was touch by this oldies no: “the way you look tonight”
Some day, when I'm awfully low,

When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you,
And the way you look tonight.
I remembered the first time I heard that song.. its from my all time favorite movie “my best friend wedding” all of sudden it sway me back to the time that I learned and experience “butterflies in ur stomach feelin” ;) he used to play that song for me.. yet, past is past..bleurgh!! a friend told me that im not ready for commitment.. I told him, yup its true.. how can possibly someone gonna have a commitment if the person cant feel the love…? Love+respect=comes together

**********I really had a good time. Hope u guys do too!!. **********

P/S: I just cant wait to go there… chillin chillchayani way..

Lofya,
xoxoxo Yani xoxoxo

friendship+persahabatan+amistad

2009-01-12T11:47:00.000+08:00

Babah: sape ni?
Yani:kawan
Mama:mama ngak suka sama si bocor neh
Yani:la, manade ma.. emangnye sobat2 saya perlu ada aprovenya dari mama?
mama:aku nga suka kau berkawan dgn entah shiapa2 aja ngerti
Babah:yani, u're wise enuf to learn+know+differentiate ama siapa kamu berkawan
mama:jgn yg pedau

The quality or condition of being friends... r u my fren? i love to ask them this kind of question just to see their expressions.. Feedback mite b varied such as:
1. dah! dah! dah! ni nak apa lagi ni?
2. m not ur fren im ur babang man!
3. yes i am, but please2 dont ask OTT(over the top) requirements!!!
4. nooooooooo!!!!!

.....and when they say yes, huahahahaha(gelak jahat) but they tak layan semua permintaan..(sigh)

my bestfren got married to my couz..(The never ending story) i met a new fren whom some that i can keep (valued fren)
and the rest..hm, should i say "sesal tau nga?" my amistad story begins when i learned that we cant live alone..
percaya,susah,senang,happy,sad dan tenang are all the qualities that i have in my group of valued frens.. not to mention,
"crossed the line" has happened before nevetheless, at the end of the day we realized that no matter what happened, we valued each other.
that is why i don’t believe in the term of "bestfren between men+women"
There is no friendship between men+women that has not an element of sexuality in it, however little accentuated it may be in the nature of the friendship, and however painful the idea of the sexual element would be. But it is enough to remember that there can be no friendship unless there has been some attraction to draw the men+women together.

p/s: ladies, please do understand and differentiate between LIKE and LOVE
men, please do appreciate the beauty that comes from within.. everybody have their own flaws.. love is not finding the perfect person, but loving imperfect person perfectly..

sigh

2009-01-12T10:40:00.000+08:00

Whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like I am free again
whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like
I am clean again
(translation for the prev. post)

311 (serendipity)

2009-01-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

Toutes les fois que je suis seul avec toi,
Vous m'incitez à me sentir comme je suis libre encore,
toutes les fois que je suis seul avec toi,
Vous m'incitez à me sentir comme je suis propre encore

love

2009-01-01T02:37:00.000+08:00

love?sayang?cinta?lust?

to be frank, i didn't know wuts the REAL meaning of love.
you bet, im one of gazillion people who know how to spell love
but didn't know what it really mean.. tapi.. apa yg aku ngerti ttg soal cinta is
"Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection."

ya.. aku lagi sedang liburan di kantor.. enak aje berperangai tulalit kesana sini.. lalu terpanggil utk nulis disini..

tulusnya, aku lagi jomblo, bkn utk advertise tapi mungkin senang dgn gaya yg ini..

ya udah deh.. lagi sambung nanti.. chow..
(kangen ama teman teman)